DEUCES!!

he seems nice, a good friend to begin with, but everything change after that one night, that friendly laughter, that friendly advice and a friendly hello stops of that simple words of "i love you." It all started the first time we've met each other, we've been introduce by a friend. at first he seems a little dull, quite like a silent mouse. but as we talk to each other, there was a spark between us. he make me like him as a friend and at a blink of an eye i've just made a new friend. we exchange number and he will call me everyday. we sometimes hang together and it feels like i was a kid again. it had been 3weeks since the day we've met. and its also been 3 weeks that we are friends. that night he call me as usual, but for that night he was a little strange, he told me that he was drunk. he tells me that he cant  stop thinking of me and that he had feelings for me. but i just play along as i thought that he was just being silly. everything he say that night i just laugh it out loud. until something he said just completely makes my smile fade away "i love you." that time then i knew he was telling me the truth all along. i feel weird, sad, furious at the same time. i hang up and that time i knew that i just lost a friend. the next day he texted me, he say he was sorry for making me feel uncomfortable and that he was drunk to even remember what he did. he called several time to apologize but i wouldn't answer any of his calls. finally after a thousand calls, i finally pick up and decided to forgive him. so we went back to normal as friends, but as i thought everything was normal, nothing feels the same anymore. i was afraid of him as who am i to him... a friend? he started to change, he was not the same, the way he treated me. its not how a friend should treat each other. as days pass by i try to ignore the way he treated me. but it get worse, until one day he was sending me back to my dorm. we were talking as usual then suddenly he said makes my word pause, "can we be more than friends?" i try to pretend that i didn't hear him and try to change the topic but he would not let me. so i get mad and say "NO!" he then just smile and kept quite. as i reach my dorm he keep saying that he loves me, and that he does not want to lose me. i just say no and just went up without even looking back. and i feel annoyed! i say my last goodbye and from that day we've never text, call or talk to each other again. i remember him sometimes, but i just couldn't except the fact that we can't never be just friend. why cant girls and boys just be friends... :/.